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Hi there, everyone…

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 19:58:22 -0400

Hi there, everyone…

I just can’t bring myself to roleplay anymore. Everything has been different since I spoke...

Sun, 01 Jul 2012 22:31:22 -0400

I just can’t bring myself to roleplay anymore.

Everything has been different since I spoke out, so I’m just leaving.

I haven’t posted in a while anyway.

Sorry for ditching, Howie, I am. I just can’t do this. Bye guys. Unfollow lovelisdreaming, and my other two accounts. If you want me, find me on facebook.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: Because all three of you stopped talking to any of us at the same damn...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:55:47 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

Because all three of you stopped talking to any of us at the same damn time. It’s not a break; you guys just stopped talking all together for the most part and you only trust each other. It just isn’t fair; that’s all, alright? Your friends are still in the roleplay. We still care. And it isn’t fair.

As far as I’m concerned, “taking a break” means not posting. So, I’m pretty sure it makes sense that I haven’t been logging on saying things like “Anyone want to plot? What’s up my niglets? How you doin’?” like I usually would. So to “stop talking” makes genuine sense to me. I’m sorry you feel robbed of a good RP or something. I feel like no one wants to post IC because we’re gone, and that makes me upset. Just because we’re not here doesn’t mean you can’t, y’know? And don’t say that you can’t because there is nothing preventing you from pressing the text post button and making one. I don’t want TSAH to fall apart, but I can’t be on here right now (this conversation being proof of that) because I’m not comfortable. Please tell me you understand that?

I mean, I could get on and make posts and go IC to make everyone happy, but I wouldn’t be happy. And everyone knows that I can only pretend to be happy for so long before I eventually lose my mind and have a breakdown.

You should at least try talking to us. At least.

IC is one thing, but we’re supposed to be friends.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: No. I’m mad because my best friends in the roleplay no longer want to...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:48:02 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

No. I’m mad because my best friends in the roleplay no longer want to fucking talk to me because of anon that ruined the damn roleplay for you three.

Just because we aren’t here doesn’t mean we don’t want to talk to you. You know that at any point of the day you can ask if you can talk to me on TC or something. Why does everything have to go back to us taking breaks? o__o

Because all three of you stopped talking to any of us at the same damn time. It’s not a break; you guys just stopped talking all together for the most part and you only trust each other. It just isn’t fair; that’s all, alright? Your friends are still in the roleplay. We still care. And it isn’t fair.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: Honestly?! Do you want to know why?! Because all of my best friends in...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:45:13 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

Honestly?! Do you want to know why?! Because all of my best friends in the roleplay have already abandoned me and by taking a break, the only people that I ever plot with have left me behind and joined another roleplay without asking me to come or even wanting to talk to me about it or even talking to ANYONE about what happened! I’m tired, okay? You were the only friends I had left in the roleplay that actually plotted with me and you guys just suddenly leave and now I only have one person who wants to plot with me at any given time or anyone who actually wants to talk to me. It’s just unfair.

So.. You’re mad because no one wants to plot with you?

No. I’m mad because my best friends in the roleplay no longer want to fucking talk to me because of anon that ruined the damn roleplay for you three.

I can’t handle this right now. I have to go.

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:40:28 -0400

I can’t handle this right now. I have to go.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: Look—- I don’t care if you’re an admin on the roleplay. We have been...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:39:16 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

Look—- I don’t care if you’re an admin on the roleplay. We have been here for the same amount of time and we all love the roleplay equally and YES, I do love you, but it’s pathetic that you would have to constantly drag on this drama by ‘taking a break’.

By taking a break I was giving you all space from the situation instead of making annoying posts about how fucking mad I am. Just because I am on a break doesn’t mean you guys can’t roleplay. Why can’t you get that?

Honestly?! Do you want to know why?! Because all of my best friends in the roleplay have already abandoned me and by taking a break, the only people that I ever plot with have left me behind and joined another roleplay without asking me to come or even wanting to talk to me about it or even talking to ANYONE about what happened! I’m tired, okay? You were the only friends I had left in the roleplay that actually plotted with me and you guys just suddenly leave and now I only have one person who wants to plot with me at any given time or anyone who actually wants to talk to me. It’s just unfair.

shazzacnner: lovelisdreaming: But this entire situation is STUPID. It’s like punishing us just...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:33:22 -0400

shazzacnner:

lovelisdreaming:

But this entire situation is STUPID. It’s like punishing us just because some asshole anon won’t come forward and tell you who it was that said that about you! It’s ridiculous and you guys have treated the situation immaturely. It was alright to be upset, but to join another roleplay to get away from us? You said that you didn’t want to leave the family behind but that’s exactly what this ‘break’ has done. You have left us behind and as much as I love you guys, you are living up to the expectations that the anon said: that you guys are a clique.

I have worked and worked on this roleplay with all of you and I hate to see it crumple because three of its members are being ridiculous about a situation that could have been solved a long time ago if you guys just ignored it. As I said, it was an anon. No one let anything happen: I am blaming you, Char, and Liza, as much as I love you three, for letting this happen to the roleplay. If you haven’t noticed, you three have a large majority of the roleplay and it is unfair to blame people who had nothing to do with this. You guys were the ones that caused the drama to bloom and continue on and on because you guys wanted some twisted form of social justice.

Would it have helped if someone HAD come forward? In all likelihood, no. I don’t think it would have. This seems too big for that to have ever happened, this seems like something that you would see in a cliquey roleplay and we are not a cliquey roleplay. The anon hated you, so what? It wasn’t fair to get everyone involved, and even if you say you didn’t get anyone involved you did because that’s how it started with all of the complaining and immaturity on your end, and expect people not to be angry with you over this. Yes, I am angry because the drama started. The anon may have started it, but you guys carried it as luggage and as a crutch. If you paid no mind to the anon, no one would have cared that the anon said that at all. We would have moved past it. But guess what? You three carried it on.

And now, many of the members have nothing to look forward to in this roleplay anymore because you guys have taken a break where you will likely not come back to us anymore. Lots of the members, including me, barely have anything else but this roleplay. I’m sad that you didn’t even consider what the drama could do to the members that take this entire thing seriously and this hurts those members the most. But most importantly, I just want to tell you this has hurt me a lot because this entire situation was unneeded. None of it should have happened. You didn’t need to pay attention to the anon, but you did! And, honestly, that is so fucking selfish.

You can say I helped carry on the problem. You can blame me for this whole situation. You can say it’s my crutch, problem, whatever. You can say that I contributed to another RP just to get away from all of you. You can say all of those things that aren’t true and I’m just going to let you say it because obviously what I’ve said before hasn’t changed your mind.

But the one thing you can’t say is that I don’t care or that I don’t realize what this RP is for people. You said that this RP is all some people have— but did you forget to include the three of us into that group? I have absenty parents that only like to drink away their miserable lives and go out 24/7, leaving me to raise myself. I have people at school that just love to talk shit about me when they have no idea who I am. Char’s father is a fucking douche to put it plain and simple. Char has to deal with one of her best friends turning on her and everyone else taking his side! Liza’s also dealing with best friend problems, as well as family issues that she has openly showed to everyone here. If you couldn’t tell, we don’t have anything outside of this either. You can hold OITS against us, but all it is is another RP. If you don’t remember clearly, TONS of RPs have been made while TSAH was still going.

And to say or even imply that we don’t care. Really? I’d like you to look at the new main. Look at the theme, the graphics, the bios, all the messages answered, the links, the master list, the clubs and orgs lists, the taken deities and faceclaims lists, and EVERYTHING ELSE. Honestly, the credits page only lists Nicz, Ray, Howie, and Vie, but Liza, Char, and I have put so damn muchinto TSAH!

Obviously you still want this RP to work because you keep coming back on. Same goes for everyone else. So do what you want and MAKE IT WORK.

The problem is is that we CAN’T MAKE IT WORK without YOU THREE. Take all the time you need to think about that.

ooc-liza: don’t say you love me when you don’t unless you have spent countless hours fixing up the...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:32:22 -0400

ooc-liza:

don’t say you love me when you don’t

unless you have spent countless hours fixing up the main and working your ass off to get new members i feel no pity for how hard you’ve “worked” on the rp

i took a break to step away from the fighting. just because i joined/created another rp doesn’t mean that i’ve abandoned tsah. what, i’m not allowed to be in another rp now? i can’t roleplay unless its 24/7 on tsah? talk about stupid.

it may be immature to you but it means a lot to me

when did i blame you for anything

why would i want to be in a family with someone who lies to my face? hence why i feel like i need the anon to come forward

this roleplay has saved my life on multiple occasions, the people here have made me genuinely happy. now that everything is going to shit in the real world, i feel like i have no one and i would love to come back and be welcomed by you all and have internet hugs and eat cookies and poop rainbows but i refuse to sit here and act like everything is fine when it isn’t

sorry not sorry

Look—- I don’t care if you’re an admin on the roleplay. We have been here for the same amount of time and we all love the roleplay equally and YES, I do love you, but it’s pathetic that you would have to constantly drag on this drama by ‘taking a break’.

shazzacnner: lovelisdreaming: shazzacnner: It really wasn’t an anon, but what people let happen...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:20:05 -0400

shazzacnner:

lovelisdreaming:

shazzacnner:

It really wasn’t an anon, but what people let happen after that post.

JS (:

No one let anything happen.

We still care about you guys; you are all three just being ridiculous and thinking that we’re all OUT to GET you. We’re not. And yes, the roleplay died because you all had a lot of characters and quit at the same time.

I really don’t want to fight— I really, really, don’t. I hate that this whole thing has fights coming up between people who previously didn’t even have problems with each-other, because it fucking sucks. I don’t want sides, I don’t want conflict, I don’t want everyone staying OOC or just posting pictures all the time.

I. Just. Want. This. Fucking. FIXED.
Once and for all!

I never thought anyone here was “out to get me” though. Ever. I hated that everyone here had to post their opinion and we all conflicted, so I (as well as two other people) decided to take a small break. Is that really so terrible? We never said we were leaving at all! I would never leave this entire thing— this entire FAMILY behind, because…well, I just wouldn’t! And I still won’t! Other people have had breaks before, and yes I understand that three at once is a bit overwhelming, but that in no one means that everyone has to stop. If you think it doesn’t hurt us as much as it hurts you then you’re sadly mistaken. Like I said I really don’t want to fight over just a difference of opinion on the matter, because it’s stupid.

But this entire situation is STUPID. It’s like punishing us just because some asshole anon won’t come forward and tell you who it was that said that about you! It’s ridiculous and you guys have treated the situation immaturely. It was alright to be upset, but to join another roleplay to get away from us? You said that you didn’t want to leave the family behind but that’s exactly what this ‘break’ has done. You have left us behind and as much as I love you guys, you are living up to the expectations that the anon said: that you guys are a clique.

I have worked and worked on this roleplay with all of you and I hate to see it crumple because three of its members are being ridiculous about a situation that could have been solved a long time ago if you guys just ignored it. As I said, it was an anon. No one let anything happen: I am blaming you, Char, and Liza, as much as I love you three, for letting this happen to the roleplay. If you haven’t noticed, you three have a large majority of the roleplay and it is unfair to blame people who had nothing to do with this. You guys were the ones that caused the drama to bloom and continue on and on because you guys wanted some twisted form of social justice.

Would it have helped if someone HAD come forward? In all likelihood, no. I don’t think it would have. This seems too big for that to have ever happened, this seems like something that you would see in a cliquey roleplay and we are not a cliquey roleplay. The anon hated you, so what? It wasn’t fair to get everyone involved, and even if you say you didn’t get anyone involved you did because that’s how it started with all of the complaining and immaturity on your end, and expect people not to be angry with you over this. Yes, I am angry because the drama started. The anon may have started it, but you guys carried it as luggage and as a crutch. If you paid no mind to the anon, no one would have cared that the anon said that at all. We would have moved past it. But guess what? You three carried it on.

And now, many of the members have nothing to look forward to in this roleplay anymore because you guys have taken a break where you will likely not come back to us anymore. Lots of the members, including me, barely have anything else but this roleplay. I’m sad that you didn’t even consider what the drama could do to the members that take this entire thing seriously and this hurts those members the most. But most importantly, I just want to tell you this has hurt me a lot because this entire situation was unneeded. None of it should have happened. You didn’t need to pay attention to the anon, but you did! And, honestly, that is so fucking selfish.

shazzacnner: lovelisdreaming: So to my basic understanding, a single asshole anon has ruined TSAH?...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:04:50 -0400

shazzacnner:

lovelisdreaming:

So to my basic understanding, a single asshole anon has ruined TSAH? Wow.

Just wow.

Just fucking wow on how pathetic this is, honestly.

It really wasn’t an anon, but what people let happen after that post.

JS (:

No one let anything happen.

We still care about you guys; you are all three just being ridiculous and thinking that we’re all OUT to GET you. We’re not. And yes, the roleplay died because you all had a lot of characters and quit at the same time.

So to my basic understanding, a single asshole anon has ruined TSAH? Wow. Just wow. Just fucking wow...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 19:53:00 -0400

So to my basic understanding, a single asshole anon has ruined TSAH? Wow.

Just wow.

Just fucking wow on how pathetic this is, honestly.

RAY!!!

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 23:31:28 -0400

rayb-ear:

msloganlerman-ooc:

rayb-ear:

msloganlerman-ooc:

RAY!!

HI FRIEND.

GIRL IM SO EXCITED ASDFGHJKL. Shall we TC?

SHORE. JUST LINK ME TO WHAT TC. I’ll be on for a while ‘cause I’m working on an app.

i would like a link too yes

lexi-ooc: I miss Shay, and Char, and Liza, and Pagina, and Timmy, and everybody, and just… yeah....

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 23:28:30 -0400

lexi-ooc:

~~I miss Shay, and Char, and Liza, and Pagina, and Timmy, and everybody, and just… yeah.~~

Fine… Fuck this roleplay. Everything is getting ruined for a pety reason and. Well, I’m...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:36:58 -0400

Fine… Fuck this roleplay. Everything is getting ruined for a pety reason and.

Well, I’m quitting until this is solved. Until then, you can all find me on facebook and/or tinychat because I don’t want to see drama nor do I have the desire to be in a roleplay that is all OOC posts now.

msloganlerman-ooc: omfg but if they were gonna fess up they wouldn’t have done it on anon in the...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:30:02 -0400

msloganlerman-ooc:

omfg but if they were gonna fess up they wouldn’t have done it on anon in the first place.

Trying to dispel the situation only causes more fighting. Okay. Bye, then.

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:20:26 -0400

Trying to dispel the situation only causes more fighting.

Okay.

Bye, then.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: I didn’t put it on you. I don’t do victim blaming and I never accused...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:18:00 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

I didn’t put it on you. I don’t do victim blaming and I never accused you of spiraling it, but this has been going on for days and it just needs to stop. I love all of you, but the person is not going to come forward and we need to realize that. This is ruining the roleplay and it needs to end.

Then roleplay and do you. I just said all of you have the option of unfollowing my OOC blog. Which is… the point of OOC blogs. It’s not like we’re sitting here, holding up a huge “DON’T RP BECAUSE SHARIZA IS UPSET” sign, Timmy. You don’t even have to pay attention.

But that’s what everyone is coming to.

I’m not going to lie—- EVERYONE is upset that YOU guys are upset BECAUSE YOU ARE OUR FRIENDS and we hate seeing you like this. No one will roleplay because, even though we aren’t involved, we just need to see this come to an end first.

shazzacnner: Read More But no one is going to fess up. This also happened with Georgina and no...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:15:21 -0400

shazzacnner:

Read More

But no one is going to fess up. This also happened with Georgina and no one fessed up. I just want this to end so we can stop being OOC because this is going to end the roleplay completely and I love you guys too much for that to happen.

ooc-liza: lovelisdreaming: ooc-liza: If that’s how everyone feels, then I guess it’s time for me...

Mon, 18 Jun 2012 21:12:49 -0400

ooc-liza:

lovelisdreaming:

ooc-liza:

If that’s how everyone feels, then I guess it’s time for me to leave. Especially since I’m ruining everyone else’s time by reacting someone saying extremely rude things to me.

Wow.

They didn’t say it to you, though. They were jerks who said it to a confessions blog anonymously. If they do it anonymously, they aren’t even worth your time, Liza. This entire thing has been blown out of proportion.

In my opinion, it hasn’t. I never asked anyone else to get involved, they chose to. Anyone could have easily unfollowed my OOC blog and gone on with their RP lives. Don’t put this on me.

I didn’t put it on you. I don’t do victim blaming and I never accused you of spiraling it, but this has been going on for days and it just needs to stop. I love all of you, but the person is not going to come forward and we need to realize that. This is ruining the roleplay and it needs to end.